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08/23/2009

"To Believe And To Know"


Sermon for the Lord’s Day

August 23, 2009

Rev. Lorelei Hillman

University Presbyterian Church

 

John 6:56-69

56Those who eat my flesh and drink my blood abide in me, and I in them. 57Just as the living Father sent me, and I live because of the Father, so whoever eats me will live because of me. 58This is the bread that came down from heaven, not like that which your ancestors ate, and they died. But the one who eats this bread will live forever.’ 59He said these things while he was teaching in the synagogue at Capernaum.

The Words of Eternal Life

60 When many of his disciples heard it, they said, ‘This teaching is difficult; who can accept it?’ 61But Jesus, being aware that his disciples were complaining about it, said to them, ‘Does this offend you? 62Then what if you were to see the Son of Man ascending to where he was before? 63It is the spirit that gives life; the flesh is useless. The words that I have spoken to you are spirit and life. 64But among you there are some who do not believe.’ For Jesus knew from the first who were the ones that did not believe, and who was the one that would betray him. 65And he said, ‘For this reason I have told you that no one can come to me unless it is granted by the Father.’

66 Because of this many of his disciples turned back and no longer went about with him. 67So Jesus asked the twelve, ‘Do you also wish to go away?’ 68Simon Peter answered him, ‘Lord, to whom can we go? You have the words of eternal life. 69We have come to believe and know that you are the Holy One of God.’

We’ve been working through one chapter of the gospel of John for almost a month now.  We’ve learned a lot about bread, and about the Eucharist, our communion.  We’ve stepped a bit into the shoes of the people who John was writing to – 1st Century Christians, generally of a non-Jewish background, who were struggling to understand this new faith of theirs in the context of fearsome, if usually localized, persecution.

The earliest Christians were generally tolerated, as were other sects of Judaism.  The Sadducees, those aristocrats of the Jewish priesthood, could insist on their conservative faith.  The Pharisees could live strictly by the Torah.  The Essenes, fed up with both priestly traditions and Torah legalism, could take their prophetic, purity-centered community out into the desert if they wanted.  When the Christians insisted that Jesus was the messiah, they weren’t the first to have made that claim.  Usually, when the ‘messiah’ died, those claims evaporated.  It might take a while, but their followers would come to their senses.

Even the Romans were fairly tolerant of all these groups.  They allowed the Jewish people their own religion and their own law, as long as they paid their taxes and didn’t rebel.  Still, occupation is bitter, and there were constant efforts by this or that subgroup of Jews to overthrow the Roman oppressors.   Any activity that seemed to draw down the wrath of Rome was, then, subject to attack by other Jews.  And the early believers, who called themselves “The Way” were irritating people.  They continued the tradition of their dead leader, reinterpreting Torah, criticizing Temple authorities, and exciting people with their speeches.  Christians, as we know by the story of Saul, in the Bible book The Acts of the Apostles, were already being persecuted by at least the Pharisees shortly after the death of Christ.  As some fled the violence, they took the message of Jesus north into Syria, west to major cities like Ephesus and Rome, east into the Parthian empire, and south through the Nabatean empire to Egypt.

The Christians’ message shook Roman civilization everywhere they went.  They did not adhere to ‘normal’ social structures.  They insisted that everyone was equal, and this included slaves.  They taught people to value their belief in Jesus more than anything – more than the local deities who were thought to protect a particular city, more than family ties and social hierarchies, more than successful business and public status.  This caused trouble: riots in Ephesus, where Saul, now Paul’s messages against worship of the goddess Artemis were cutting into the silversmiths’ income; riots in Rome, where Christians refused to pay homage to the Emperor as if he were a god.

Meanwhile, in Judea the Romans could no longer control the Jewish rebels, who launched a revolt in 66 AD (CE).  It took four years, but Titus finally recaptured Jerusalem in 70 AD and tore the Temple down.  Jews and Christians everywhere paid the penalty – the taxes they had once been allowed to pay to the Temple now went into the pockets of Rome.  As the people fled, they took their differences with them, into a world of uncertainty and fear. 

Let’s face it, the Christians were quite odd.  As I’ve said, their religion contradicted much of what was ‘known’ and ‘acceptable.’  From the most obvious points – refusing to worship at the local Roman temple devoted to the Emperor – to the more obscure group rituals – sharing bread and wine in remembrance of their crucified and risen Lord – in this atmosphere of suspicion, they stood out everywhere they went.  At different times, in a number of places, it cost them their lives.

These are the people to whom John addressed his gospel.  Their faith was everything to them, for they had come to believe, not only against their own religions and societies, but in a time of real peril.  The faith that was everything to them might be their death.

John’s gospel is full of ‘high Christology.’  He makes claims for Christ above and beyond anything that the other gospels (Mark, Matthew and Luke) make – his is the ‘cosmic,’ eternal Christ “through whom all things came into being.”  There is no confusion about John’s Jesus being divine; he makes the claim for himself over and over, using the very words of God from Torah, “I am.”  And it would take such a Lord to make you face a lion, or hold fast to your witness as you were being dragged to the cross, or to a stake to be burned alive.

In this section of John, chapter six, the situation of those 1st Century believers is dragged squarely into the context of Jesus’ real life, and his real relationship with those who believed in him.  It is as if John is trying to say, “If you want to follow Jesus, you will have to be totally different.  You will have to live your faith as he did, and it might lead to your death.  You are not the first to have to make this choice.  Here are your examples: some don’t believe at all; some will be traitors; how about you, will you stay or walk away?”

Jesus’ DISCIPLES say, “This teaching is difficult; who can accept it?”  Jesus responds, “You think this is difficult?  What will you say about my resurrection?”  He tries to tell them, they will have to give up their bodies – “the flesh is useless” – and trust instead what they have heard – “The words that I have spoken to you are spirit and life.  Believe and you will have eternal life.”

Some, he says, do not believe, implying, How about you?  One will betray him.  The question is, are you that ONE?  What will happen when the Roman authorities ask you, “Do you follow this Jesus, this Christ?”  What will you do when they tell you, “Bow down before the statue of the emperor and worship him, or die.”  Then “many of his disciples turned back and no longer went about with him.”  Many of you, John is telling his audience, will not have the strength to go through with this.  You have been Jesus’ disciples, but you will not be able to stand firm when the real test comes, when it is flesh and blood on the line, your flesh and blood, Christ’s flesh and blood.

Then Jesus turns to the inner group, the twelve.  “What about you,” he says.  “Will you leave me, too?”  And Simon Peter, our dear Peter, who always has the ‘from the gut’ response – “Not me, Lord, I will go with you anywhere!  Not me, Lord, I will die for you!  You are the Messiah, Lord, the Anointed One of God!” – gives the most helpless, unformed answer in the Bible: “Lord, to whom can we go?”

Didn’t we expect him to say, “No way!  We’re here to the end!  We’ll never leave you!”  Instead, he says something more like, “We don’t really like this any more than the rest of the disciples did, but somehow, we’re just not clear on what else we might do.  So I guess we’ll stick around.”

You and I don’t live in such dangerous times.  We come and go freely to church, read our Bible at home or at the dentist’s office, speak about our faith without worrying about losing our lives.  But it is common knowledge that church membership is declining.  If it’s not because we have to face lions and tigers, what do you think the reasons are?  What keeps people from becoming or staying Christians today?

Please take a moment to consider this – why do you think people walk away from Christ, even people who have already spent some time with him?

Some possible answers:
They have had a bad experience with church in the past.
They don’t like what they see in the behavior of ‘church people.’
They think joining a church means they will have to conform.
The church teaches things they can’t believe.
They think it’s enough to be ‘good’ and ‘kind.’
They want to sleep in, go to the lake, visit friends and family, do chores.
They think their friends will make fun of them for being a believer.

I’m going to guess that almost all of you have had these same thoughts and experiences.  I can’t tell you how many people I’ve met who have been through a church upheaval, or had someone at a church turn on them.  A LOT of people quietly leave out parts of the liturgy that they can’t affirm.  We tend to pick a church that comes as close as possible to what we already believe, so we won’t have to pretend, or be a hypocrite in our faith.  We think of ourselves as good and kind.  Sometimes we want a weekend off!  And sometimes we’re afraid to speak up about our faith because we don’t want to be seen as ‘different’ or ‘odd.’

Why, then, are you here?  Why here today?  When we ask the question this way, in terms of the choice made on this day to stay and not walk away, I believe we get to the heart and soul of Peter’s answer.  “Lord,” he says, “where else would we be?  You have the words of eternal life.  What you tell us, what you teach us, this connects us to God in an unbreakable way.  How can we be so sure?  We have come to believe that you are the Messiah.  You have convinced us.  God has obviously claimed you.  This we believe.”

And then he takes it that crucial step further.  “We have come to believe,” he says, “and KNOW that you are the Holy One of God.”  What’s the difference between believing and KNOWING?  What’s, as they say, the distance between your head and your heart?  Do you believe you turned the iron off when you left the house this morning, or do you know that you unplugged it?  In California, what would they say is the difference between believing you put out your campfire and knowing that it’s out?  What would a woman in Afghanistan say about the difference between believing she may vote, and knowing that she has the right to vote? 

Psychology teaches us that in the learning process there is a length of time when we practice a new skill – like bowling, or golf, or driving – when we have to constantly think about what we are doing.  Our brains tell our bodies what to do, over and over and over, as we get used to the new actions.  Then, at a certain moment, we suddenly begin to do it without thinking.  Our body moves into its place as naturally as if we had been born to bowl, or golf, or drive.  Suddenly, we KNOW how fast to swing our arm, or how hard to hit the ball, or how to shift the gears, without checking all the steps along the way. 

In terms of our faith, have we practiced Christ enough to KNOW?

This teaching is difficult.  Who can accept it?  What is the level of your commitment – head alone, or head and heart?  Will you stay, or will you walk away?  I hope that you do believe.  I pray that you will also come to know.  Amen.